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Real Writer: feeling uncomfortable

1/14/2019

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When I first tell someone I'm a writer, their initial reaction usually includes a glimmer of doubt and a smidgen of "cool" and perhaps a fleeting “I wish I could do that” then I see them catch up with their thoughts and suddenly they give me that hesitant, weird side-eye and I can tell they are thinking "is she a delusional-starving-artist or someone-famous-I-don’t-recognize?" and they really want to ask but hesitate to ask but really, really want to ask but don't want to be rude if the answer is "no" and, and, and …
 
That’s when I usually blurt out "unpublished" just to get that over with, because, well, I don't like to make other people uncomfortable.

Like I am, in that moment.

Uncomfortable.

I can’t yet tell this new acquaintance what they expect to hear. Some people—many people—seem to think a writer is a novelist who can pull a published book, with a cover and title and "by Brenda A. Haas" and bound and everything, from the depths of a very large purse (which is overflowing with multiple spare copies and also holds a high-quality writing utensil in case someone wants an autographed first edition on the spot).
 
Some people—many people—seem to think a book-signing event is going to break out at any moment.

That's what a real writer is, right? An author with a published book? And book-signing events?
 
Yeah. Not always.

I'm a writer. A real writer. But I am not what one traditionally thinks of as a real writer.
 
For about five years, I worked as a staff writer for a Pittsburgh newspaper. Before that, my personal essays had been published a number of times in various Pittsburgh papers and a North Carolina magazine. I also owned my own communications business, for a time, handling public relations and marketing for a number of non-profits and small businesses in the Pittsburgh and DC metropolitan area. The work was steady and relatively lucrative.
 
With the exception of the news writing, for which I produced hundreds of articles under my byline, much of the writing I've been paid to do has not had my name anywhere on it.
 
No credit. No book signing. Just $$$.

Currently, I call myself a freelance writer, blogger, and www.powerofpages.com webmaster. A lot of what I do now revolves around web content and social media, but I’ll write whatever comes my way, if I’m able, from home and usually in my pajamas.
 
Over the years, I've paid for vacations with my writing. I've helped put a down payment on a house with my writing. I've put clothes on my children's backs, bought new sheets for my bed, paid a vet bill or two, purchased a college dorm rug, and even bartered a gutter cleaning service for my home ... all with my writing.

Yes, most of the writing I do—the writing that has actually seen print and garnered that $$$—is not what many people consider “real” writing. I'm not a published author, folks. Not yet, anyway (and for no lack of trying). I'm a marketing/advertising/public relations/news writing/essay slinging/web content Girl Friday who knows how to make non-writers look good in the public eye. And THAT'S how I earn my paychecks on any given day.

While I write for others, I also work on my own fiction projects, any of which might see print someday. Or not. Who’s to say?
 
Still, I'm a writer.
 
Perhaps not a famous-ish, bestselling, book-on-a-Barnes-&-Noble-shelf-autograph-signing type of writer, but a real writer.
 
—And maybe a little uncomfortable.

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1 Comment
Brenda Haas
1/16/2019 06:27:26 am

P.S. I know this blog post might make others feel a little uncomfortable.;) The point of this is not to explain what a "real" writer looks like. The point of this is to recognize that it's okay to doubt yourself as a writer (and, sure, there are going to be others who don't get what you do), but a writer is a writer because they write ... in whatever format. Whether we should or not, we all have insecurities about ourselves. That is normal. Most important ... we're all in this together. Writers need other writers as a support system. Let's build each other up, not pull each other down. On a side note, this blog is my outlet. My opinions are my own, and if I can't post them here ... well, you get the idea. Any negative commentary will be promptly deleted. Thank you.

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    Brenda Haas lived in the Pittsburgh, PA area for over 20 years and moved to Lake Erie with her husband in early 2018. She has two grown daughters and way too many pets.

    A columnist for Pittsburgh area's Penn Franklin News Publishing Company, her "A Little Bit of Life" essays provided a snapshot of being a parent, wife and independent woman who attracts the "quirky" in everyday living. She has also been published in the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette, the Pittsburgh Tribune-Review, and My Outer Banks Home magazine.

    Brenda currently freelances for various businesses and non-profits and is well-versed in public relations and marketing.

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